Booger,
Any grudge is on your part. I created, own and operate Negril.com. On Negril.com is a message board. There are functions in the software that were designed and added to assist the moderators in doing their job. Some of those features are used when necessary. There is no grudge on my part, me and my staff are just using the built in software features.
After our last private message conversation, it became quickly apparent that there is no reasoning with you. I find it astonishing that you show people that private conversation (showing it is strange in the first place) and then call it a "smear campaign" when they read it and independently come to the conclusion that you have a problem. No wonder they ask what your problem is, anyone reading it can come to that same conclusion. I had no idea you were showing it to anyone, how can you blame me for a "smear campaign" when your own actions backfire on you?
As I stated, you did copy your post because you knew full well that your post would be deleted. Why would a reasonable person post something they know will be removed? I rest my case on that one.
As for moving on, I am not going anywhere. I own and operate this site and have given you more leeway than most. Your bitterness is sad.