7/14/14 - monday, day 11

Insert one long 24 hour sigh here…..

ALL DAY Monday were spent in an inescapable pit of agitation and discontent. Neither the awesome breakfast I devoured, nor the blinding sunshine that stayed with me until evening…not even the many tiny smiling faces I saw could compensate me for the loss I experienced that day. Even though I didn’t bring these sorrowful emotions on myself -- smack in the middle of MY vacation, I wouldn’t blame anyone but me. “I” am the only one who had the power to prevent the unnecessary suffering when it became obvious. However all was not lost because it is still MY vacation and I still have the power (and time) to turn things around.

So with great pain, I surrendered and decided to relocate me.



END of MONDAY…