I am so sorry for your loss. My hubby and I stayed at Catcha after a very hard few months and when I tell you we didn't move, we did not move. And you know what, we didn't have to...they have terrific food/drinks and the wonderful staff took great care of us. We didn't have to be around anyone, no one bothered us, we just healed ourselves. One day we sat in one of the cliff "nooks" and one day we sat on the day beds and just watched the tides. My husband also treated me to a massage, I had it right on the porch, it was fantastic and private and just what I needed. I hope it works out that you go, heal, and are able to also enjoy. Catcha is a great place for it. Blessings.