So my dear friend Andre is MIA he was suppose to dock on Monday at 6pm and I thought for sure I'd hear from him by Tuesday. It is Wednesday and there has been
no word from Andre at all. My plane leaves at 10am on Saturday. I have a hotel booked for my first 2 nights and my last 2 nights as I was suppose to stay with Andre for the middle 3. My complete budget is out of wack now because I may need to book 3 more nights plus all my tax rides as I was counting on his vehicle for transportation. Not only am I going to Jamaica which of coarse I am excited about I am now doing it as if I booked it yesterday with no idea what I was doing .. ugh I feel lost and panicky.

I'm not sure I should book a hotel before I get there, because what if Andre contacts me right before I leave or shows up at the airport this will then be more wasted money... do I wait then hope to god I have no issues finding a decent price. Low Season is on my side for this I think.

I dont particularly like solitude I like me time and sure without Andre I'll get that but if I spend 7 nights alone having drinks not going out staying in my hotel room I will go absolutely mad! And from what I understand getting out at night wandering around for a party being a single female may not be the best idea.

The plans I had to visit YS Falls and Lovers Leap and Black River the costs of transportation I have no idea what that's going to cost me now ... it's almost like I'm going to get on that plane blind.. after months of research and planning ... so frustrating.

Oh and to top it all off .. my dog is being put down on Saturday after I leave for the airport. FML