black, white, and many shades of red, yellow and brown.... yes! and as long as they turn up the speakers and smile and make a little space for me and my rum I am happy ~ might even share my rum!
I do not do screwfaces LOL I see face pulling as a twitchy nervous thing so no point sending looks over my way !
I have had fun at all the parties I have attended.
I know it can feel daunting though just for a split second sometimes, like one time I was at a gathering it was the night before a funeral and it was in a very remote place.
Deep into the greenery and trees and mountains~ for me anyway.
No streetlights, no road just half a town gathering way back.

So this very drunk man starts shouting whitey whitey which is fine I am used to that it means nothing,
so then he started making sexual remarks not your usual rudeboy remarks but like being quite rude and drunk with it.and for a split second I thought I am in the middle of nowhere half a town full of pretty much strangers there is a man shouting at me , I am the only white person here and there is a grave dug behind me and its dark and .....
But then I snapped out of it because our neice that lives in Jamaica came out and hit in across the head (not too hard) and told him to hush up his mouth before he takes a beating or something like that!
And so the rum punch continued

You reminded me of another time, remote place once again and a man shouted AY whitey what you doing here?
and AGAIN I had drunk a little bit of rum beforehand and was just in a silly mood and could not really be bothered dealing with anyone I was just doing my own thing so I acted silly and when he said ay whitey what are you doing here? I replied~ I do not know, my spaceship left me here and then said in a really stupid voice and did a moonwalk "I am a whitey alien" LOL OMG what the hell was I thinking? I thought later after the guy looked at me like omg freak laughed and almost ran away, I wondered if the man was just stopping to ask me the time or something!
Initially I thought he may want a date or money or I was not sure but I just wanted to carry on with what I was doing.
Still cannot believe I said that to him.Hope I am not the only white person he has seen, he may think we are all totally nuts full time