3 years ago my father died of a heart attack 7 days into a 15 day stay. It was an awful time getting back. Some things made it almost bearable; Domingo (who's unit we were renting at point village) not only credited us with nights for our next stay, but was generous enough to drive us to the airport at no cost!! That night our taxi driver took us quietly out to get food and went in and ordered it and came back out to the taxi while we waited so we didn't have to be seen being so emotional in public, and the Jamaican airport officials were very gentle with us. That show of respect made our return so much sweeter! We got the chance to thank those people after healing and having our smiles returned to ur faces. It was special for us and I have to admit emotional as well. I hope you feel the joy returning. Life is special as you have learned first hand and returning will bring you full circle as it did us.