Ohhh Irine...I'm so very sorry.
Even though it's slightly different in that I live here...I lost my Mom and my Aunt exactly 3 years ago also and within months of each other...I felt so lost, so far away at the time...but my goodness, did Jamaica turn out to be the place to be...so much love and respect shown and truly no better place to heal.
Irine...you've turned me to mush...sending Hugs to anyone feeling the need for a bit of love right now.