I mean that.... I am leaving a 11 year relationship out of convienece.its been difficult but I need this to start my new life. I would never have done this without you people.It is the new start to the new me.I am 43 years old and if I wait for my friends who have kids to come I would never go anywhere.Now is my time to live.I can not waste anymore of my life. Its sad but I have finally seen my life as it was. NO More.I'm living now :-)