Clarity, Markus and Jamar...I am so sorry for your loss. Truly I am. I really can relate to the pain of what you all and Clarity is going thru. It is especially hard when you feel like you cannot make sense of such a young passing. One of my closest friends had cancer and fought for a very long time. We had already had our tickets booked for a while when her time came near. I was on the island when she crossed over and felt it. I woke from a dead sleep very early in the morning..flew down the stairs grabbed the phone and called another best friend. She said yes...Neese had just passed minutes before.

As we get older it is so hard because that means of course everyone around us is too. In the last 10 years I've lost 8 aunts, 6 uncles, 2 best friends, my dog, my mom and most recently my dad and I am only 45yrs young. The one year anniversary of the death of my dad is on March 1st and the 6 year anniversary of Mom's passing is on March 6th. Stay strong you guys I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.