Thanks so much ladies for the love.
It means so much to me. It truly does.

I have nowhere to go and no one to ask for help for the most part.
I lost my parents years ago.

I have a sister that lives about 3 hours away but she can't help me.

I hate this feeling.
It could be worse though...things could always be worse.

I will get by somehow, probably just have to suck it up and deal with the bull**** for my kids sake.
At least we have a roof over our heads and food in our bellies.

Thanks so much for the love...
I am so sorry to put this out there to you, I was just freaking out and needed to vent...