Irie's attempt to get her groove back...TRIP REPORT

[Clarity]

I'm so happy that you've been having a wonderful time in Jamaica!
I've been loving the pictures and all of your updates.
Enjoy your night at Canoe!
(Let me know if you try the Lionfish!)

[BreanaAshlee]

Have a safe flight home!

[Angel]

Hope you made it home safely and all is good. Your sons must be happy you are back. Hope you enjoyed your trip and can go back again soon.

[Rum-polephoreskin]

I'm sorry you're home, but now we get to hear the details . . . right?

[Jim-Donna]

Sweet Lady, hoping and praying you found yourself. We are egerley awaiting your trip report, and pictures.

[Iriesistah]

I have made it home safely.
I am sorry to say that things are terrible for me at the moment.
I could really REALLY use some advise and some love at the moment, I am freaking out.

Things are so bad with my husband and I don't know what to do, where to turn.

While I was in Jamaica I ran out of money and had to call and ask him to wire me a little bit.
He refused at first but after a couple of days he ended up sending me $200.

Now I am home and broke as usual.
Tonight when he got home from work, I reminded him that I would need some money to pay my cc bills that will be coming due in the next two days.
He told me that he would not be giving me any more money until after the 1st of next month and that it wasn't his responsabilty to pay my cc bills.
Although, he has been giving me the money for the minimums for years now since I have been stuck home with the kids.

He also flipped out on me because I changed my phone over to the international plan so I could call home while I was in Jamaica, it was a $30 charge to change it.
He said that I had no right to change the phone plan and that it was suppose to be locked so that only he could make changes.
He called Verizon and had it out with them because they let me make changes to "his" plan. I thought that it was our plan, but once again apparently everything is his.

The list goes on and on...
I can't take it anymore.
I don't know what to do.
I feel lost and afraid.

My heart and soul are hurting so bad...

[BreanaAshlee]

I'm sorry things aren't going well at home. =(

you don't deserve it and he doesn't deserve you! You are so amazing and kind and sweet you don't deserve the hell you get.

Stay Strong for those precious little boys, and stay strong for yourself, don't let him bring you down!

Im going to text you love! <3

[Angel]

Well first (((((HUGS))))) I feel for you was wondering if something was going on after you went home. Do you have any family near you? Trust me want to say so much more not nice things. Wish i could help you. Sorry your husband is an ASS yes I know he is the father of your sons but does not sound like he does much he certainly is being so disrespectful to you. is there anywhere else you can go? There must be something going on with him. I'll hush for now. I wish you the best. Wish I was your neighbor would have you over.

[Eden]

Oh goodness, I am so sorry things got so bad. What a way to return home from a wonderful vacation. Do you have any close friends or family that you could stay with for a while until you figure things out? You don't deserve to be treated that way by any one, let alone your husband. That man should be cherishing you instead of treating you so badly. Shame on him! ((((Big Hugs)))) to you. Hang in there, Irie. I wish I could do something to help you out.

[Iriesistah]

Thanks so much ladies for the love.
It means so much to me. It truly does.

I have nowhere to go and no one to ask for help for the most part.
I lost my parents years ago.

I have a sister that lives about 3 hours away but she can't help me.

I hate this feeling.
It could be worse though...things could always be worse.

I will get by somehow, probably just have to suck it up and deal with the bull**** for my kids sake.
At least we have a roof over our heads and food in our bellies.

Thanks so much for the love...
I am so sorry to put this out there to you, I was just freaking out and needed to vent...