Irie's attempt to get her groove back...TRIP REPORT

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I would get a job, ASAP, even if it's something entry-level...just to get you out and about. Look into Mother's Day out programs, there are quite a few out there that don't charge. Even if you're spending your paycheck on daycare, it's a start. Things will either get better or worse and you can move on from that point.

I'm with SweetSue on a few things...is your husband under financial stress? Is he worried about things? He might be feeling some resentment about your trip. Does he travel on his own, too?

Only you are able to answer if your marriage is worth saving or not.

Edited to add...rest assured, if after lots of thinking and soul searching, you decided to divorce your marital assets are joint and you'd receive at least child support. I don't know what the laws about alimony are in your state, but you wouldn't be left out in the cold.

I went through a terrible divorce, both emotionally and financially. Sometimes it really is worth it.