IrieSistah - You've received a lot of great advice here on the board, I don't think there is anything I can add that hasn't been suggested.
I do not know the full extend of your situation and I'm sure there is even more that you aren't comfortable enough to share
I've been in a situation like this, it was a little different but I understand the feeling of being trapped and not having anyone to turn to.
I just want you know that I'm here for you too and I'm so sorry for what you're going through...

I know you want to switch gears, so I will leave it at that. *Please* Feel free to PM me anytime.

Jerk chicken for dinner with 3 Dives Jerk sauce sounds SOO good!
I'm looking forward to reading your upcoming trip report

-Daisy