Do what you think is right, Breanna. I think you nailed it on the head when you mentioned discretion. Thinking about the effects of your actions is a good thing. Considering the view points of others is not "young and dumb" but incredibly mature. I had the pleasure of reading all your posts before they were pulled and you seem to move in a circle of family and friends of family and friends you've made who live there. There is a lot more involved in writing about close or continuing relationships than just a trip report. That doesn't mean there aren't ways to write about it if you want to. Best of luck and I hope the blowback isn't too bad.
Peace and Understanding
