Irie Luv, I'm sorry for causing you to have a reccurence of your bat related PTSD. I highly recommend exposure therapy to help you deal with this problem...Of course this means MANY trips to Jamaica, and staying on the cliffs so you can have more time close to the bats,that way you can get used to them and realize that they won't hurt you...
I am currently in therapy myself...Red Stripe immersion therapy...I'm trying to get over my irrational fear of shortneck bottles of ice cold beer. :-)