Thank you for all of your help..
After talking it through with myself, and a little help from my friends (Beatles reference hahaha )
i have decided to take the free trip, though i could do both by my self, I do not want to stress my mother out even more, she already has to deal with the tree stuff, and being displaced from her home, which is no fun. Also, my family is so tight knit that everyone knows everything, and that would only cause a massive headache for me.
sooo with a legally binding contract that i wrote myself.. and signed in pink! (im almost 95% sure its not really legally binding)
my april trip is no more =(
I am, however, pushing for a December trip, because i know that's another big boardie month.
i think the belly flop competition needs to be a webcast lol






