I cancelled my trip, or I should say postponed. And honestly, the weather wasn't the only reason. I don't know if anyone remembers me asking back in December(my old avi was a sunset pic) if anyone was interested in booking the Penthouse at Blue Cabe Castle. I had to "postpone" my trip then because of family issues. My grandmother(Nana) was hospitalized and I didn't feel I could leave her.I appreciated all the kind words and prayers from you boardies at the time.Well... my grandmother was doing better and I felt comfortable booking for this June,then 3 weeks ago she was readmitted to the hospital and she passed away 10 days ago. I had every intention of postponing again but my family encouraged me to keep my Negril plans(I think they know I NEED it,its been a really tough year) Anyway... after finally deciding to go I check the weather and see words like "heavy rains, possible tropical storm" and I just couldn't get myself to go. I don't think I was physically or mentally prepared. I'm one of those people that starts to pack a month ahead of time and has a whole going to Negril routine. As of this morning I wasn't even packed, But I'm already making plans for a Tensing Pen/Idle Awhile trip for the middle of June so its all good. I think some time on the cliffs is just what I need to get my calm back and reflect on all the changes that have happened this year and recharge.And I'm not even going to look at the weather, if it rains I"ll just get wet! lol