When the stress is so heavy on your shoulders it takes its toll on everything in your life. Go to Negril ,breath, cry a little. It will make you stronger to handle what lies ahead of you.
My Father has Stage 4, cancer (can't spell the kind). Everytime, I visit him, he ask when my next trip to Jamaica is? He laughs! Drink a Red Stripe for me & live your life.
Because," I wish I would have, doesn't count".