The trip I've been dreaming about since 2009 is almost upon us. I should be excited and thrilled but instead I'm nervous and full of guilt. So much personal drama has happened since we booked our tickets. If I knew than what I do now, we probably wouldn't have booked. The fact we are so far away and will be hard to reach has upped my anxiety.
Anyone be in such a situation? We're you able to shut off your mind and enjoy yourself? I need this trip so badly but I feel awful for going. Negril is good for the soul, I know it's what I need but will I allow myself to enjoy it? That I don't know.