Book. Pack. Go. Enjoy. See you in Negril. Happy Kwanzaa. Merry Xmas. Happy New Year. Do what matters all year. As for the Grands once they're older and you start showing them the world, they'll thank you for it. Too many go through life Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda and then DIE or need a wheel chair to get around in. Teach them to enjoy and appreciate life as they grow and YOU enjoy it now.