Welcome Lisa!! I feel you mi sister!! So many of us feel exactly the same way. I can proudly say that I am one of them. I was in my forties when I first reach. I have been addicted since. I think if I were blessed enough to make it to Negril younger...I would have stayed!! With over 28 trips since, I still look forward to every single trip with more anticipation than the last. Hope to see you there in Dec/Jan...plan to be there for our longest trip ever...27 days!! Yeah!! So if you see a 62 year old lady with the biggest smile ever and soaking in all the wonders of Jamaica...it will be me!! Or many other folks that have been lucky enough to live this long. LOL It's going to be a great Christmas and new beginning to 2013!!!