I have been begging my BFF of 17 years to get her passport so I can take her to Jamaica. She is always so busy with my neices(11 and 13) and my nephew (2 yrs) that she never got around to getting one. My beautiful BFF died in her sleep Sunday night 10/14/12 from a diabetic seizure. She was 33 years old, only one month younger than myself. I was at least able to make it to her home and kiss and hug her goodbye, she was still in her bed,before they took her away.After a lot of crying and reflecting about this loss, somehow I ended up of thinking of Jamaica. I thought of how many beautiful sights and experiences I wanted to share with her. I just continue to count my blessings that I am able to go my favorite place in the world 2x a year. Each sunset and each sunrise I cherish even more than before.Each time I make it back to JA is a blessing, I always feel more centered and more spiritual after I leave JA. I just needed to vent, my heart is very heavy right now, I miss my friend very bad.Also missing Jamaica.