IrieLuv - I’m so sorry for your loss.
My BFF passed away unexpectedly 6 months ago. She was 32 years old.
I can fully relate to the feelings you described. My thoughts went to Jamaica too. I suddenly needed to be there to heal, to feel centered again and to experience those sunsets…embrace life. The sadness was so heavy that I felt like only Jamaica could lift me back where I needed to be. So I booked the tickets.
I have more I want to say but I’m at a loss for words. I feel for you so much.
I just want you to know that I’m thinking about you, praying for you and your friend’s family.