hi muzikdoc. so sorry to hear about your breakup. i know what your going thru and know too how painful it feels. sorry the trip wasn't healing but you know, you did it ! i give u big kudos for that. give yourself some time my friend and know you can always share with us here. after time you'll be able to make the trip again and it will be good. wish we had been there when you were. we're thinking of you buddy.