i can see where youre coming from..i can picture myself layin low after my trip after ive relived my trip on here, it would not be something i would want to think about everyday... i mean ever since i found out iam really going in june, i cant get away from jamaica forums or watching youtube (things on jamaica).. am i making the wait worse?? i like to think it helps pass the time.. but if i had no idea when my return would be, then it would be TORTURE!!!!