Slightly confused is my life story with the dark cloud hanging over my head. lol. Anyway back to Red dragon, the lady who went across the street amazed me. Even though clearly she was in a unfortunate condition she had something special about her, I looked across the street where she was sitting on the empty wall porchy thing lol and i saw 8 children with her and they were talking with her and it was cool. she had respect with them to me it was very special moment that is bringing a tear to my eye now. anyway we got ready to leave she came over said thank you to me for the jb, we left. sea star and bed. then during the nite copa called said be at the airport at 8 am grabed my **** and im sitting here now at gate 14 at margarittaville having a stripe just skyped mi novia in medellin (medijean) and she brought another tear why am i so emotional this trip. I think with all the adversity i have actually grown alot this reach, susan my new good friend is awesome and her friend julie is sweet as can be lots of good vibes from them both, maryjane is mi sista and sweet as can b. I have made new friends even brought 3 new b's, so my family continues to grow.And seeing the train wreck in spain the dead guy on da road here a stolen phone and cam is nothing, Im truly blessed.Rob and me have reconnected which is really cool!. but negril is a living breathing place that is changing in many ways. yes its special and i still love being here. anyway im going to close And please Come to negril and jamaica and dont stay home. I need a bigger family one other thought im realizing there is alot of us we very similar life experiences and some how our paths cross in negril, how cool is that. bless eveyone i have a fiance and a little lady of 4 waiting for poppy and im 5 days late. Bless.