There are times (very infrequently) when I wish I had never gone the first time.. My life has not been the same since, and I am still assessing whether or not this is a good thing or a bad thing. Every once in a while wonder "what if I had all of the money in one lump sum, back that I have spent on Jamaica??" Airfares, hotels, tips, gifts taken there, gifts brought back, food, bar, entertainment, watersports, massages, excursions. I might even be a millionaire. But do I want it back REALLY???? Will it stop me from the next time???? Probably not.

When I got back that first time my head was spinning. WHen I came back this time (trip #59), my head was spinning. Welcome to the club.