Me vexed..!!..
:-(

I find myself spending waaaaaaaaaaaay
too-much time day-&-night-dream-ing
about my upcoming trip.

e.g., looking at my old-pics & videos
..thinking
......planning (which is a stupid *idea*)
..........ponder-ing
..............packing (in my mind)

I REFUSE to get onto that '..take this, don't take this....weight & re-weight the bag(s) ' merry-go-round .... Yep..!!!..Yep..!!!...Gonna DEFINITE-ly wait 'til those last 4-hours to do the packing.


but right-now i'm just waste-ing time
..can't focus
.....can't concentrate

i now-recall WHY i tend-ed to wait
until the last-minute(s) to-book

* sigh *

this too will pass, na tru
soon come

[[[ end of vex-ation ]]]

an Up-side
Folks and *things* be-try-ing to bust my feeling-mellow-bubble
lol
lol

but it ain't happen-ing..!!!!..
i'm on a mission.

just the other day,
i told my now-cured & healthy mom::::>>> "...Ain't NUTIN' gonna mash-up this trip..!!... NOTHING AT-tall....... IF you die, they're gonna have to do things the Jamaica-way/stylee ---- put you in a freezer until i get back..."

she smiled :::: 'cause she unna-stood